justrun-.

harder than you could ever imagine

I feel like a glass cup, that has been thrown against a brick wall, time and time again. Shattered, and shattered again.

This coming Wednesday- I only wish to hear those few words... I only wish to hear that you will not take away that part of my life. I don't know why it is that people seem to like to tear out any last bit of hope that I have left. The worst thing is to hear people say things like, "Don't worry, you can do other things." If you were told your child was going to die the next day and be gone forever, would you want to be told "Don't worry, you can do other things." ? Though this may not be a life we are talking about, but I have made sacrificies, I have endured so much..I wish people would stop screaming into my face that I am foolish to dream, foolish to hope, foolish ... so foolish. They have no idea how much blood, sweat and tears I put into this..

I really just want to get that bit of my life back.. Everything has changed..and I just really really need that little bit back. I promise I will study hard, I really do.. but you cannot begin to comprehend how much I need that back.

The past 6 weeks have been horrible, I do hope that I will not be saying the same thing one week form now. I also hope that doctors will stop prodding me and instead tell me that I can see Aroozoo, MacRitchie, Bishan and Changi (all in a week) again.

[pat]* decided to runaway-.

put on her shoes at [19:17]

and took [20070803] strides

it's the passion that drives you